Man, I’m tired. I couldn’t really sleep last night. I’ve just had so much on my mind lately.

Things are just very confusing right now for me. I’m getting a lot of mixed messages from a lot of different people, including myself.

I go see my therapist today, so that’s good. I have a lot to talk to her about, that’s for sure. I wonder what she’ll think of all this…

I don’t know why, but over the past few days I feel like I’ve grown up a lot. I’m thinking about things a lot more, and I just feel different. It’s weird.

Anyway, I have some time before class starts so maybe I’ll try to get more sleep.

But in a journal, not on here. Guess you’ll never know what I’m saying about you guys.

I’m gonna get animating again tomorrow. It’ll feel good.

DID YOU KNOW I’VE NEVER DRUNKEN ALCOHOL OR DONE ANY FORMS OF ILLEGAL DRUGS? I’M PRETTY PURE. ALSO I’VE NEVER SMOKED ANYTHING.

Ex girlfriend came over today to talk after telling me she made a mistake. Not only did she not get back with me, but she told me some things that really upset me. Ho hum.

I feel so so stupid.